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[Sober!Kankri x Troll!Reader] Awoken

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TW: #some gore #some swearing
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You were getting more and more worried by the minute. Your matesprit hasn’t been seen in weeks. The lack of his presence drew you closer and closer to insanity. You’ve been walking in circles for days now, wondering whether you should go look for him. I mean he’s fine, right? A troll like him would definitely know how to defend himself, especially when someone invaded his personal space.

~“What cause have I to feel glad? I’ve built my life on judgement and causing pain”~

(Moirail’s name) Told you to stay in your hive. They said that it might be too dangerous to go walking around not knowing what’s lurking outside. But you know what? Who cares what they say!  For all you know Kankri might be seriously injured calling your name at the top of his lungs for help. You make up your mind. You were going to look for Kankri.

~“I don’t know those eyes I see in the bloodstained chrome”~

You were now out the front of Kankri Vantas’s hive. Also known as your missing matesprit’s hive.   You take a quick glimpse through his window, scanning the inside. It was dark inside, darker than it usually is. You returned to the door, took a deep breath and began pounding upon it.

~“Now everything that I’ve had and everything I’ve known have been thrown away”~

No one answered. You brushed your grey hand over the silver doorknob and slowly opened it.  As soon as you entered darkness surrounded you. You were scared of the dark, and then a flashback hit you. It was Karkat’s wriggling day and everyone came over to his house.  Halfway through the party a giant blackout hit. As soon as the lights flicked off you yelped and jumped onto Kankri, a couple minutes after that with you still on top of him scared, that was when he confessed his love for you. That was the greatest day of your life. Your flashback then ended when the dark room slowly lit up, revealing your matesprit lying on the floor injured. He had large cuts in his throat and was slowly dripping red substance out of them. “KANKRI! ARE YOU OKAY?!” you screeched as you practically flew over to him as fast as you could. “What are y9u stating (y/n)? I’M FUCKING FINE!” He replied yelling the last three words at you. You kind of cower in fear at the sudden change of tone in his voice.

~ “And with time, I’ve come to find this isn’t my home”~

“No, you’re injured!  I need to help you! You’re going to bleed to death with those huge cuts in your throat!” You freaked while pointing at his neck. “9h? These little weak, pathetic scratches?! I g9t them fr9m a certain girl, WH9 TRIGGERED ME T9 THE FUCKING MAX! 6ut it’s alright now; everything’s c99l, N9W SHE’S FUCKING DEAD!”
…You gasped, “W-What…?!”

~“I’ve stroked the fire, seen more pain than you can know”~

“N9w (y/n), I h9pe y9u aren’t triggered 6y this in anyway. After all, SHE FUCKING DESERVED IT! She just didn’t listen. SHE DIDN’T FUCKING LISTEN! I warned her it was highly triggering t9 just walk up t9 me and tell me that I was insane. S9 what d9es she d9?  SHE JUST FUCKING CUTS ME 9FF HALFWAY THR9UGH MY LECTURE AND TRIED T9 CALM ME D9WN 6Y PUTTING HER ARM AR9UND ME AND SCREAMING AT ME T9 CHILL! And y9u kn9w exactly h9w much that triggers me…” You were about to reply when he cut you off, “I’d like t9 sh9w you s9mething special. I THINK Y9U’LL LIKE IT!” He grabbed you by the wrist harshly and dragged you to his backdoor. He brushed his bloodstained hand against the doorknob and slammed the door open making you jump. He dragged you outside with him.

~“The tears of the broken, have washed away my soul”~

It had turned night already; it was dark and cold outside, the icy wind stinging your face. A torch flipped on… You jumped back in horror at the sight you have witnessed… 23 Metal poles sticking out of the ground with heads on them… Each head was recognisable, the entire Beta trolls and their Dancestors heads were impaled on each pole. Their lifeless eyes show a slow and painful death.
“Kankri…How could you…?”
“They deserved it (y/n). N9 9NE FUCKING LISTEN T9 ME! Every night I w9uld cry myself to sleep h9ping it would all change, 6UT IT FUCKING DIDN’T! IT JUST G9T W9RSE AND W9RSE! I’m s9rry, it had t9 be d9ne. N9w…” He trailed off as he took a step towards you.

~“Pushed by desire to change the way my stream will flow”~

K-Kankri… What are you doing?” You mumbled as you slowly backed away. Kankri picked up a knife covered in a rainbow of different bloods, laughing softly.

~“Now I’ve awoken, and I’m taking back control”~

You ran back into Kankri’s house hoping to find an exit…  Instead you came to a dead end. You heard an insane laughter echo from behind you. You slowly turn around to come face to face with your matesprit and soon to be killer. You scrambled into the small dark corner and started to cry and beg for your life.

~“I try my best to block out the screams, but they’re haunting me in my dreams”~

“K-Kankri… Please stop! W-What happened to the K-Kankri I used to know?!” All you heard was an insane fit of laughter coming from the one you love, he’s gotta admit, he’s gonna miss that face you make when your terrified.
“That Kankri… IS NEVER C9MING 6ACK!” he screeched gripping the knife tighter. You closed your eyes, waiting for your life to come to an end.
“Sweet dreams FUCKER!” he yelled at you one last time, raising the knife.
“I-I will always love you Kankri… Forever
Those were the last words you said before the knife came down…

~“Please break my shackles, I want it to stop”~
I guess that when you saw the first part of the title 'Sober!Kankri' You were like WTF??? Yeah I felt that way too. This is my first Fanfic! Yay! Um... I'm not really good at writing as Kankri, so i'm sorry If it sounds more like Gamzee... Yeah, Welp! this kinda made me cry! Excuse me while I go sort out my feels! BAI!!! Waaaah! No, I disagree! 
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moonjewela's avatar
D: Oh dear Arceus what have you done to my moirail? (that I may or may not be flushed for) he's already grieving over my death in a role play... I don't need him going around and killing everyone.